its weird…i love you..but i hate you…does that make sense? i don’t know..its complicated…I’m complicated. Whenever i think of being with someone all i see is you, but when I’m with you its not right, it doesn’t feel right. You hurt me many times, more than a year worth of pain. Now i have become numb, its hard to feel affection towards anyone, but when it comes to you, i still care. I don’t know why, maybe its because you’re the first person i really fell for. The fact that I’m lonely doesn’t help, i feel so empty and insecure and all i want is someone..or something to fill this void inside me. I think about you at one point and decide that I’m over it and i have no feeling towards you at all…but then all i do is think about you…you love someone else who seems to be hurting you as well…after we had our time together i still…like you…or do i…i don’t know. i honestly don’t know my feelings towards you, if you liked me again as well…i would say no…but..just know you’re the first person I’ve ever felt this way towards…ill always remember you even when we grow old and see no sign of each other.. that is all…
Just another wasted soul in this wasted land.
Personal blog, the thoughts that go through my head everyday that won't seem to escape, just another infected mind of self hatred, nice to meet you.
Everyone of you is beautiful
P!ATD, MCR, YMAS, THE USED, MAYDAY PARADE, 30STM, ETC. if you don't like good music then i banish you.
